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yes people...im back!!but its not my fault that the computer didnt want to connect to the internet anymore so there!!
anyways...im here to blog about last week...after two weeks of practice it was finally competitoin time...yes people....kawad daerah also known as your answer to why im currently so...black...
and due to the longest practice on friday and got back from cell by 12pm i knocked off and got up late on the day itself...and we're talking about an hour late here...
reached school earlier than i thought i would...was waiting for the rest of my bsm uniform to arrive while going through one last round of practice...
reached msu around...i cant remember what time before going into competition...fast right...thats because we were second
i was like friggin scared sweat was gonna roll into my eyes again cuz it hurt so bad during practice time...our kawad asas was acctually better than anyone would have imagined but the moment we reached the third formation ...we completely screwed up...well,i guess thats what you get when you do stuff last minute...well,not everything tho...
the guys went in at around 12 after practicing under the hot sun and they were already sweating before they went in...and they did great!
closing ceremony was at around 1 30 after lunch...and like all typical closing ceremonies it was under the hot sun...and it so happened that we were standing right in front of the bsm tent...so we practicaly saw how many people acctually fainted,and everyone was so worried about season fainting again...
okay,enough crap talk...im sure you people want to know the results right...
pengakap got 3rd!!see...all that standing under the sun before competing paid off...big time!!
as for us girls...well,jocelyn got best comander award for the category...happy ending right?...well maybe not so much...it was celebration in the bus ride back ...super noisy...left school quite early after that to freshen up and get some rest before worship practice...and it wasnt enough...and because it was only me and bel dancing...i was pretty we were bound to screw up some of the steps...thank god we didnt...well,we didnt during practice but we did during worship on sun XD
btw, j1 u stalker!!
here are some of the pics...the order of it is backwards tho...

group pic

jezreel

jia jia!!so cute!

yay them:)

season & i

jiatot:)

go us!!

okay...that was saturday and sunday...now for monday till wednesday...
on mon it was just like any other schooling day until school was almost over...was talking with frens in class during bc and when turned back to the front...my dad walked in...and was like what??!!
turns out my grandpa passed away...went back to sg.petani immediatly after packing...my mom was already there and she and my aunt had already claimed the body buit they didnt get his things...after investigating the situation the whole night looking for his things and car frm the police station to the clinic he always went to till the hospital with hardly any lunch or dinner it turned out that he was not feeling well on sunday morning went to the clinic where the doctor told him that his heart was failing...gave him directions to the hospital,asked if he could drive(should have called an ambulance to pick him up)so he went...parked the car in the main entrence of the hospital...walked to the emergency in pain...with difficulty to breath and unable to talk,a stranger halped him...he was sent from the red zone of emergency claiming that he was still dressed but with oxygen mask to the CCU that claimed that he was already in hospital clothes when he got there...where he passed away...
time:1.05pm sunday
cause:heart attack
aunt got twenty miss calls from his neighbour on mon morning saying that the police went to the house looking for relatives but he lived alone...after hearing the news she immediatly went back. fortunately with the help of some hospital staff we managed to get his stuff back and found his car. there was a service on tuesday and cremation was on wednesday...went home right after that while mom stayed back to clear the house to be sold and wait to collect the ashes the next day...
hq,u can have ur pix now!
ciaoz~